Rant Away
ughhh... i can't think of anything. My mind's blank, and it doesn't seem like it's going to be registering anything soon. It doesn't seem like a huge dilemma but if you have 2 essays due in a week, it is a big thing. I've tried a lot of things but nothing's working. I painted, picked up the guitar and tried to play (which only made me feel more incompetent), watched other people play guitar, watched tv, listened to songs (which usually works wonders) and did a myriad of other things to try and jump-start my brain. NOTHING worked. I have no idea, no inspiration, no motivation -- nothing to make working on stuff easier.
See, I used to know what I wanted to do. I was so sure that I was heading that way that I didn't really think of doing anything else. Now, I can't seem to picture what I'd want to do for the next 50 years of my life. Really, really frustrating stuff. I wish we can do anything we wanted and not do something only because of the necessity of earning money. Does that even make sense?
Money sucks. Once you have it, it's gone too fast then you'd have to earn more doing something you don't really want to do.
3 comments:
well nobody has a clear shot of what they want to be in 50 years or so, not even the immediate future, unless they have special abilities :)
when one has lost his/her perspective, it doesn't mean it's bad, it's just that when we learn new things, we try to reassess ourselves and our beliefs and think if they still coincide with each other. hesitation comes in when we're not ready to accept the facts that has been presented to us.
thanks, man.
I want to die in 50 years or so. Hahahaha! I don't deny being superhuman.
Well, no one's forcing you to know what you should be doing except maybe your parents or school. But they can't actually force you if you can't come up with anything. HahahaI bet you're gonna change your mind in a couple of years anyway. :D
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